I want to belive in love like that Something that can make my skin feel more like skin. Maybe that’s just lust? infatuation? I don’t know. But I want to believe in love like that– Irrational.
That moment when I can’t exactly explain why I am happy. That moment when I can’t pinpoint the reason why I can’t stop smiling. That moment when I can’t understand why it feels like there’s a terrified creature enclosed inside my rib cage, roaring every time he is around.
I want to belive in love like that. When I can’t even control my dominant brain. When I ran out of reasons. When everything is… just because.
Yes. I want to believe in love like that. Love that makes people want to write novels about and sing songs about. I’m tired of practicality. I’m tired of safety and comfort zones.
This time, I want to risk.
I want a love that shouts, “Come ruin and rupture.”
© Kizzel Mina
Written: April 16, 2016