I guess, we all have that feeling for Monday–especially when it’s Sunday night. But it’s probably all different because tomorrow’s a holiday again!
Many things happened today. And it’s a roller-coaster ride of emotions. I don’t even feel like writing but here I am…
Explaining: The featured picture. It’s me bound to my niece’s place. It’s her birthday today. I cropped my lips because the expression isn’t quite good. Hehe. And I needed to turned it to black and white for art’s sake. 😁
Feeling: Depressed. I’m very sad right now. This day didn’t end so well.
Eating: My hopes. And now it’s gone. I feel like I reached a dead end and I’m freaking out. I don’t even have the appetite to eat real food.
Reading: Currently, I’m into Rainbow Rowell’s Attachment. I’m getting to the end already. And I’m frustrated that Beth and Lincoln haven’t admit whatever they feel for each other.
Remembering: How I’ve been so naïve again. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.
Looking: For someone to talk to. Right now, I’m confused. I don’t know if I should end up some things that make me feel neglected.
Thinking: Of making decisions in life.
Thinking Again: Of how tired I am in life already. I’m not enjoying anymore. I feel like a walking dead.
Celebrating: Today is baby Sey’s celebration of her firsts birthday. Actually, it will be on June 28. But they moved it to Sunday so we could come. 😁
Craving: For my peace of mind.
Wishing: For my healing. I’m such a wounded person in all aspects. I just want some time to heal myself. But can I give that to me?
Missing: My old self.
Thanking: Nothing to be thanked for. I’m such a pessimist today. Sorry. Or I’m such an ungrateful person. I don’t know.
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Until next Sunday. 😉